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Story of a confused Christian

He came. He lived. He died. He rose. He will come again.

And what happened in between is no mystery to us.

One-third of the world population now follows Christ, and hence called Christians.

During Jesus’ ministry, he prayed that his future followers would exhibit a special kind of unity that would be a testimony to the world. So what happened? 41,000 is the count of Christian denominations with some cultural over lapses, as per a recent survey.

Even when they appear to get along, they divide up into hundreds of different groups, churches, and denominations. For those who are not Christians, it seems confusing. Why are there sometimes four different churches on the same street? Even for believers like me, this question arises.

Born in a Malankara Orthodox Christian family, completing my schooling from a Convent School, having a good bunch of Christian friends belonging to various Sects and being a curious kid, I have had the time of my life exploring all kinds of Christian beliefs and faiths.

Understanding Christianity wasn’t easy for me, things were so contradictory. While most of my family and friends strongly believed in what was taught to them from the very start, I was a puzzled kid. I had to question the Wrongs and affirm the Rights.

While some churches believe in Infant baptism, some insisted on preparing Children for Holy Communion and Baptism.
Some called Mary honorably ‘Mother of God’ and hence believed in interceding to her while others differed and considered her just a vessel for carrying Christ and nothing more.
Some believed in giving up their ornaments and others ridiculed the idea of it.
Some were blamed to be praying like Pagans and others of being too loud and unstructured.
Some held intercessory prayers, fast and feasts for Saints while other upheld the idea that Jesus is the only mediator.
Some upheld that Cross is a sign of salvation and protection  while others thought of it as another form of idolatry.

These are just few of them. The differences and ridicules have no bounds, perhaps getting stronger with time.

I always stood puzzled as each one brought in their own biblical and logical references to prove their point. I felt some of their faiths were correct in their own terms while some were outrageous.

Once I was questioning one of my Priest of why things are like the way they are now. To a point he could handle my curiosity and then he ran out of words soon and asked me to perhaps meditate on things, read the bible and said God will talk to me.
I thought I wouldn’t be satisfied enough with his remedy.

But that was the day.

I didn’t hear God answering my questions but I found things that were more Christian than those things what I was always puzzled about. Bible was a treasure and being a Christian, a treat.
While conflict was all I saw around, I began to see the beauty of it. Despite these differences, there are a few central tenets that binds all Christians together, regardless of our particular church, denomination, culture, or geographical location.Some of the major focus points of being a Christian to me were:

 

While all these should be what One third of the world should be following, discussing and preaching about. Naah, But that’s not the case.

Most of our differences are just traditional and hence we follow the faiths and beliefs of the family we are born in. It’s a modern day scenario of Christian churches to be ridiculing each other to all extents possible.  Instead of being messengers of God, we act like freaks. Many of us look down on each other’s beliefs. But is that what Christ wanted when he came? While other beliefs and practices are important, and often the cause of disagreements, they are secondary.

God’s story is bigger than our differences, and if we continue to seek him according to the longing and desires that he has given us, we can all begin to find our places in his grand story. Let us all be Jesus freaks!

 

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